。。。。

當該轉身離開時，我會離開。。。

一年了。。。

時間過的好快，已經一年了！好想念，好想念妳。。。

。。。。

可遇而不可求。。。

Merry Xmas & Happy 2012!~

就是這種熟悉的感覺。。。。

2011年

好快一年又要快過去了。今年還真的是失去比得到的多。或我因該說我一直都在失去。
失去的感覺與心情永遠都只有自己最明白，最了解。無奈感也只有自己默默的吞下去。
沒有人喜歡失去，也沒有人喜歡這樣的感覺。就因為不喜歡失去的感覺，所以我很珍惜我所擁有的。

失去的都是對我來說最不能接受、最難過、傷心的。不管做甚麼都無法抹去這些難過與傷心。 得到的是看到人的真心。 

失去了阿媽，到現在還是最不能接受的，因為太突然了。她會是我永遠懷念的。她很堅強，我也會堅強。

幾個月後又失去了一位把我當他妹妹的朋友。他會是我不會忘記的一位哥哥。他對我說的話，我會記住的。

也失去了，我所付出的真心。這是我最痛心、最失望、最難過、最無奈的。一個人的真心，不是兩三天的事，是看得到、感受得到、懂的人就會懂的。而不是別人的三言兩語就可以把一切給毀掉的。

我會不甘心，因為原來安靜也是一種罪。可是現在我會接受，因為這一切讓我明白也讓我看見，谁是虚心假意，谁是真心实意。 

一開始，我沒有也不會要讓誰或誰為難，所以我一直很安靜，到現在也是如此。 我還是會相信，懂我的人還是會是最懂我、最了解我的。 曾一直在想也許沒有認識我這個人，可能現在大家就不會不開心、為難和不自在了。但每當有這念頭時，朋友都會罵我傻。

雖然，我會覺的發生在我身上的很多事很不公平，但其實天是公平的。 有失必有得，有得必有失。。。所以我會懂得惜福，我還是會很珍惜我現在還擁有的。。

我真的很感謝那些相信我、懂我、了解我的朋友和我家人。謝謝。

「轉」：不要在意别人在背后怎么看你说你，编造关于你的是非，甚至是攻击你。人贵在大气，要学会对自己说，如果这样说能让你们满足，我愿意接受。并请相信，真正懂你的人绝不会因为那些有的没的否定你。

無奈。。。

哭過了、傷心也難過了、失望再失望。。。心中只剩下無奈。。。
回到安靜的日子。。繼續一個人的安靜。。

。。。

最近聽到的怎麽都是坏事發生，好的事去了哪？
傷心，因爲今天又聽到一件不好的消息。
只能說，珍惜眼前人。

明天又要返回八個月前同樣一個地方。。那個我們在那流過淚的地方。。希望可以忍住不哭。。
好想幫忙，可是一點忙都幫不上。。。

有多少人會陪我到最後？

看完，心想：有多少人會陪我到最後呢？

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完全同意。。

信任如同一塊橡皮擦，每犯一次錯，就會變小一點。

不管是在一段友情或愛情里，最重要的莫過于真誠，誠實，坦白。。。

改變。。。

人長大了，因為生活的改變，想法也需要有所改變。。。
我會用另一種方式愛你。。。

朋友。。。

This is very true...

長大了以後，我們會發現，擁有幾個真心朋友比找一大堆朋友要更重要。

True Friends

I like this saying~

True Friends are the one who always be there for you no matter how hard the situation is, and always says, "I'm here".

第100天。。。

4月23日~阿媽過世第100天。。。待會要去祭拜她。。。
還是不習慣，還是很想念她。。。唉。。。

可能是人長越大，越有感觸，越會在乎，越傷心，越難過，越想念。。。
最近常浮現在我腦海，也會告訴堂妹們，記得我很小的時候，阿媽和叔叔要到台彎去，我們到機場送機，那時的我不知道什麽是出國，看到阿媽不在了，就當場哭不停，姑姑就一直告訴我說，“傻瓜，阿媽是出國而已，會回來的”。

可是現在阿媽出國不會回來了。。。。

阿媽和我們一起住了10多年，我不是最孝順她的孫女，現在要對她更好，要更孝順她，也已經來不及了。

一定要珍惜眼前人。。。
我們永遠都不知道下一秒會發生什麽事。
不要後悔。。

心。。。

不用猜到底发生什么事。。
很多事是講心的，有心的話，是不用猜的，是不用透過其他人來了解到底是怎麼一回事。
有心的話，就不會怕問。。。沒誠意的問，就會得到沒誠意的回復。。。

機會一次又一次給了，可是換來的只有失望。
在失望時，看到了距離。。距離是莫些人事物造成的。。
心很難過，因爲這樣的距離不是我要的。。
更傷心的是，這樣的距離卻是在我最難過時形成。

因爲很在乎，所以安靜。。
安靜也是為了保持現在的美好。。。

放過你自己吧.....

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唐禹哲 - 放過你自己吧

~ 放過你自己吧 誠實一點面對

我愛五月的天！！

五月五月五月。。。我愛五月的天！！0514!!!~

學習。。。

我正在努力的學習不要太在乎一些事情。。。因爲以不在像從前。。。我想這樣我才會比較開心。。

失望。。

原來如此。。好希望我什麽都不懂，什麽都不知道。。。
一切都不一樣了。。。我做錯了什麽？！

一切來得很突然。。。

突然好想妳！！
住醫院，是爲了檢查身體。。
一月七日下午，表姐的一則簡訊，讓我感到驚惶。。過後，表姐打給我，哭了，我更驚惶，不知所錯。
我哭了，馬上跟弟弟和堂弟趕到醫院。叔叔們，姑姑，堂弟妹們和爸爸都在醫院了，阿媽情況很不樂觀。。不過後來，情況好很多了，我們也放心些了。
沒想到一月十四日早上四點三十一分，叔叔來電告知阿媽過世的消息。。。
一切來得很突然。。。醫院的護士說阿媽走的很安祥。。。
阿媽過世一個多月了，每天放工回家都感到一切都不一樣了，好幾天我想著想著哭了。。。
再也不會有人會在我喂她吃飯時一直問我自己吃了沒？再也不會有人在我收拾行李時，問我是不是要去台灣啊？再也不會有人會偷偷問姑姑我到底有男朋友了嗎？再也不會有人會一直叫弟弟或堂弟扶她坐起來。。再也不會有了。。。

阿媽過世當天，媽媽不小心被熱湯燙傷手。。醫生說蠻嚴重的，需要住院動手術。
不過，媽媽怕動手術，一直不同意動手術，醫生只好讓她出院，讓傷口慢慢愈合。
接二連三發生好多事情，心情非常差，很差，差慘了。。。到現在也是如此。。。

經過這些事，感觸很深，家人對我來説更重要。。
十多年前發生的事，讓我再也感受不到家的溫暖，所以，每次看到朋友們，我一直很羡慕他/她們。

其實，這段日子，我也看清好多事，很失望。。不過，不想再想，不想再提。。只希望，接下來一切順順利利。。。不好的事情，快快過！！

羅志祥- 拼什麽 LIVE

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回味。。回味。。。

Credit to: lureshow

一切不是一句對不起，就可以忘記的。。

好可笑吧，一句“對不起”就可以把一切事當沒發生過。。 這就是男人。。
可憐的女人呢？就得把一切往心里收。。痛只好自己一個人承受。。。可悲吧？

我就是那位女人。。哈哈。。大家快來笑我吧！！！

有人說，你愛一個人多久，就要用多久的時間去忘記他。。。
哎。。如果忘記有那麽容易就好了！

我也想像艳婷說的。。“如果哪有一天，你能做到：

- 不在冤他，
- 不在恨他，
- 不在想他，
- 不在會為他的點點滴滴而受影響，
- 祝福他的現在，
- 不再等待的時候。。”

那就真的要恭喜我了！

我真的不想去想的，不想再會為他的點點滴滴而受影響，真的要祝福他，真的不想再等待了。。。
我可以做到的吧！？

安靜了。。安靜了。。

很討厭現在這感覺！

討厭這樣的我！

是我的問題嗎？

人長越大，真正了解自己的朋友，是不是越來越少？

可以談心事的朋友，是不是越來越少？

最近發生很多事。。。心很難過。。。可是又能怎樣呢？

我安靜了。。

最熟悉的陌生人....

說我不難過~ 是假的… 我還能怎樣~ 祝福他...

我其實不應該難過的，也沒資格難過... 是已經過去了啊，我何必難過呢？

他有他的自由去追求他要的幸福，沒錯啊！我永遠都只是他最熟悉的陌生人，所以我沒資格難過。

啊..... 不要難過了，可以不可以？這一切會過去的！加油，加油！

好多遺憾。。。

2010年已經過了一大半。。多三個月就要到2011年了！！
時間也過得太快了吧！！haiz...

2010年也太多的遺憾了。。
1月- 本來計劃到台北跨年，然後到國王的預購簽唱會，可是。。haiz...是我的錯。。
5月- 本來我門心里都想要看第三場舞法舞天台北小巨蛋站，可是我門都沒說出來。。
8月- 本來有計劃要到上海看舞法舞天上海站的，可是我門一再想了又想。。沒去。。

這一切的一切只能。。。 haiz...

不過不過，這大半年，已經看到國王好多次了。。也接到國王的來電。。開心開心。。:D
希望明年會更好哦！！

國王！！！:D

每看一次，哭一次。。。

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Updates... Updates...

Haha.. oOpz.. Really long time no updates le.. Paiseh paiseh... Any updates all @ Facebook le.. hehe...

Past 1 mths plus, we really super jialat... alot of problems making us super headaches, one after another... Finally, now we have some peace.. We are tired le... All no good thingy, pls stay away from us!!!

Ok, wat I have been doing over the mths?? As usual la, work work work...
710 ah xiang came SG for STAGE grand opening @ SCAPE, as usual, we went q super super early.. Then 724 we went watched Jay's concert... Not much of happening after tat... Over wkends is either got go out walk walk or juz stayed at home do online shopping... haha... Spent quite alot of $$ after 7/7... haiz...

Next wk will be going for Elva's concert, hope it will be great!

Oh ya, gt gt happening... Most happening is 826, received ah xiang's call... hehe... high high lor.. Quite unexpected to receive the call at tat time, but nvm, as long as he got called, wat time also can... haha...

Finally i dun have to carry my phone everywhere i go le... Ytd slp super early, but end up waking up at 4am, cannot go back to slp until 9am plus... Having headaches the whole day... Haiz..

Alright, will come back with updates when got time.. Take care all!! :D

好high 好high!!!

要永遠記得這一天！
8月26日，晚上11點正。
珍貴的8秒钟。
有些等待是值得的。
演唱會加油！

生日快樂！730快樂! :D

阿祥，生日快樂！

Haiz.. Cannot slp.. Now already 3am+ le.. Think cos I slept too much le... It's Friday le.. 1 more working day to go.. Faster faster, I wan my wkends!!!! Last wk another busy wk.. Will update again next round... I wan holidays again lei... When is the next one coming? Haiz...

Ok la, shall try to go slp now... Nitez all!!!

♥ ♥ Posted from my iPhone ♥ ♥

快樂的5月份！！

Woohoo!! Wat a happening month of May!!! But it passed so so fast...
My 6th trip to Taiwan(Taipei & Kaoshiong)... A special trip.. Just for 羅志祥！:)Our dream to watch concert at 台北小巨蛋成功了!! Though we still have our shopping spree there.. But it is not enough!!! We spent more than wat we expected as compare to all our previous trips, but items bought is nt more than our previous trips, till now still cannot find any reasons to it.. Lolx... We really over-estimate our spending!! So now, we are all broke & tired!! haha...

Not posting any pics for the trips here, all pics posted in my facebook already... Go my facebook see ba... :)

Back in SG on 19th May night, following day still on leave... Cos S風暴襲鬈新加坡！！ haha... We are back & he is here in SG with us... woohoo...

20/05/10 his concert 握手會 @ City Square Mall, 22/05/10 羅志祥舞法舞天新加坡站演唱會 @ Singapore Indoor Stadium, 23/05/10 SFC 蜜月趴 & 羅志祥 羅生門簽唱會 @ IMM Garden Plaza...

A really super super tired 2 weeks, starting from our trip till we back in SG.. 2 weeks can see him 5 times!! Crazy crazy!! :D

And now I am still crazy, still cannot get over these 2 weeks of enjoyable days... Everyday still can hear mi talking abt 羅志祥... Poor PY... wahahaha...

真是個快樂的5月份！！
可是快樂的時光永遠都是短暫的。。我們還是得要回到現實。。
現在就只能期待羅志祥舞法舞天新加坡站演唱會Part 2了！！

當然，當然，還有7月24日周杰倫超時代演唱會- 新加坡站！！:D

他的承諾！！

Credit to: sesamestreet95


Credit to : liciaxx

爲什麽要新加坡舞法舞天Part 2???

因爲羅志祥舞法舞天新加坡站好看慘了！！！！！

Credit to: ariesjx

好朋友。。。

♥ ♥ 羅志祥舞法舞天新加坡站- 几分 & 好朋友 ♥ ♥
Credit to: lingzi



Under my Now Playing video, 台北小巨蛋's version 羅志祥-好朋友...
I really love this song... Was in 台北小巨蛋 listening/singing together with 羅祥 this song.. This is the song when i started to like 羅祥, also the best song tat described my feeling tat time...

At 台北小巨蛋 tat day, 感觸很深when listening to this song...
那麽多年了。。。不要再難過了，用笑容面對事實吧！！！

作詞：Kang.Hyun Min　作曲：Kang.Hyun Min

像兩首節拍不同的歌　卻又同時被愛情合奏
旋律勉強著
愉快不能夠假裝快樂　你心中有寬闊的天空
但空氣好稀薄

△曾經以為等待會改變什麼　你總會屬於我
　但是最後時間證明了　你只喜歡我△

＊你說我比較像你的好朋友　只是不小心擁抱著
　你道歉　你難過　於是我給你笑容
　誰在乎我的心　還會不會寂寞＊

如果愛情是五線譜　我曾希望用全音符　
吟唱出　愛上你　那完整的幸福
當你的心沒有耳朵　即使我為你唱著歌
你也只看見我哭了
Repeat　＊△＊

你說過我是你最好的朋友　卻不應該再擁抱著
你退縮　你冷漠　於是我放開雙手
不在乎我的心　會永遠的寂寞

逃避。。。

原來那麽多年的一件事真正的問題是在我身上，是我一直在逃避，無法接受事實而以。
昨天在和一位朋友聊起一些事情，就提到這件事。。。
朋友分析后，我終于得出答案。。
那麽多年了，是我一直在逃避。。。
I tink nobody will be like me so stupid, I thought I was right to do that, but actually I am wrong..
I really thought this is better in many ways... but...
現在是時候真正放下了。。。

我變了。。。

我變了。。
變的我好討厭我自己。。
變的脾氣不好。。
變的不能忍受很多東西。。
變的開不起玩笑。。
變的令人討厭的人。。
我不知道爲什麽會這樣。。可是就是這樣。。。
我是不夠好的。。。

New updates...

Long time no do any posting of blog entry liao..
Haha... Actually also nothing to post... Everyday is juz a normal day..
Work... Work.. Work... Everyday looking forward to off work and looking forward to wkends..

Now counting down... 8 more working days!! :)
Cannot wait to see an awesome concert real soon... [Our dream!!!]
And also cannot wait to get to know where is our seats & collection of our tixs too... Hope to have some news soon!!

Btw, PY collected Mr Jay's concert tixs..
She is super excited wor!! This is of cos de... lolx...



17/4, we went for May Day's concert at National Stadium.. another awesome one!!



Faster faster...
Will be back with the latest updates soon!! Hehe...

Eat.. Eat.. Shop.. Shop... Broke.. Broke... :(

Start from Wednesday, colleague treat us good food... then Friday, super heavy lunch cum celebrate Kim's Bday in advance... See wat we had for our lunch... haha...



Dun be mistaken.. not roasted pig hor... it's red bean pancake.. haha...


Then ytd went bring ah xiang home.. went collect his album DVD & collect on behalf his SG concert tix... woohoo... when can i get mine??





My collection of his recent album... it's alot lor... haiz...


After tat headed down to Orchard... went have dinner first.. again.. eating like nobody business.. haha... growing side-way liao i know... time to stop!!!





Someone said when ur answer is "no" = then stop thinking... also true la... haha.. Be Happy...

After eating is shopping!!!
A fast way to de-stress = which means pocket hole getting bigger & bigger...

My collection of Jap Magazines e-mook so far...

萧敬腾 洛克先生Mr. Rock 新加坡演唱会

Photos up for 萧敬腾 洛克先生Mr. Rock 新加坡演唱会...
Many said this SG concert is better than the one he had at TW.. woohoo.. Really rock mah!!!~

Thanks PY for all the photo taking while we enjoyed the concert!! hehe.. :) Hope u can do the same for the one coming after ur May Day's SG concert... :) cos u know de la.. i will confirm turn crazy by then... wahaha...

Random...

It's mid of March 2010 liao lor... Wah... super fast lor...

Jan 2010- went jolyn's dad bday celebration, Xiaozhu's 7th album released on 15/01, 2nd HK trip, went both ah mei's concert on 29/01 & 30/01...

Feb 2010- CNY, movies & movies, prepare 不能说的秘密, collected May Day concert tix...



Mar 2010- confirmed 不能说的秘密, small gathering with the gals, Jam Hsiao's Concert Tix Autograph Session- 11/03, Xiao Gui's Autograph Session- 12/03, received Happy 2010 White Day from Show Lo- 13/03, Jam Hsiao's SG Concert- 13/03, confirmed another exciting news... woohoo...

羅志祥 舞法舞天世界巡迴演唱會 ~ 新加坡站

Woohoo... Super super happy!!
Finally, got some news abt his SG concert...
Haha... mi & PY over reacted juz now... lolx... :)

22nd May 2010.. S'pore Indoor Stadium...



Though i wish it is 1 wk later(i will be even happier), but still happy la.. at least this time round SG is his concert 3rd stop.. It will be very tiring for him, but 加油, 加油!!!

19th May back in SG, 22nd May 新加坡站... yeah!! hehe... :)

P/S: Will upload 萧敬腾's concert(也是很棒的演唱会!!) pics soon after i get from PY...

曼哈頓2010羅志祥 舞法舞天世界巡迴演唱會~ 15/5-16/5

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羅志祥- 舞法舞天

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羅志祥唱黃鴻升（小鬼）~ 搞砸了

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2nd HK Trip- Day 4 & 5

22/01/10- Day 4 (Citygate Outlet)

A more relaxing day.. Cos Day 3 was a super tiring day... We woke up slightly late, getting ready to leave hotel took us super long time... haha... took mi super long time la.. Jolyn & Geraldine went to explore hotel area there de shops... We went to meet up with them at a supermarket.. lolx.. we really can shop at supermarket for quite long de lor... Bought a number of stuff, went back hotel to put then rest rest.. Mid-afternoon then we decided to head down to Citygate Outlet... Went Espirit, Coach etc.. Felt hungry, went to Macdonald to have early dinner.. bought the doraemon pig soft toy... After tat went ichiban, the 3 ladies bought alot of stuff, all big big bag... Then we went shop at their supermarket again... haha.. We bought sushi wor..

Back to hotel, put things.. headed out again... Went Mongkok to search for more food.. lolx.. Come back hotel, wash-up & supper time... After supper, time to pack our luggage.. Slept @ ard 5am...









23/01/10- Day 5 (Home Sweet Home)

Overslept.. Quickly woke up, wash-up & get ready to leave hotel room for check-out our rooms... After check-out, left for porridge meal again... Found something on the way to the porridge shop... Finally found the fragrances i have been looking for.. lolx.. we walked passed the shop everyday de lor, but lucky found it la... so happy happy... Went 花园街 after the meal, super crowded lor.. alot of CNY stuff, bought some CNY deco from there... Ard 3pm headed back to hotel to wait for our shuttle bus to airport... the shuttle bus came late lor, waited quite long at the lobby... Reached airport went to check-in our luggages at the counter... long q again... after tat went Disneystore again, went buy goodies also.. trying to used up my HK dollars... Before boarding, went ard the duty free shops... Didn't get anything...
The flight for tat day is full... no place to put our stuff lor.. haiz... Flight delay during touched down too... reached ard 12am+... Home Sweet Home!!~~







== End of 2nd HK Trip ==

Where next??? woohoo... hehe...

2nd HK Trip- Day 3

21/01/10- Day 3 (大佛 & 山顶)

The most tiring day of the whole trip...
Before we make our way to 大佛, went 油麻地的花园酒家 for some dim sum... Find tat this time round the food is so so only, compare to the first time when we tried during our first HK trip.. haha... or maybe our expectation getting too high liao... lolx.. Oh... forgot to mention.. our Ms Soo's photo-taking skill on food getting more got standard liao wor... her training passed liao.. wahaha...

After dim sum, headed to Tung Chung, go there take cable car to 大佛.. Well... i started to get emo la.. Told them dun talk to mi while taking the cable car, scared la.. haha... The last time I took cable car in S'pore, tink is when I was in Pri Sch (see how long ago)... In short, 我怕死啦.. haha... Whole journey to 大佛, I just sat there nv move... Finally reached there feel more better... We left 大佛 ard 4plus to 5... Decided to go 山顶...

Reached 山顶 almost evening time le... this is where mi & PY got super angry... so many PRC ard.. pushing & pushing their way to the peak tram.. Thought tat S'porean are kaisu, but these PRC are even more kaisu than us... We shouted at them, they shouted back said no one is pushing.. wth... In HK, u walked everywhere, everywhere is PRC, super no manner...

Went 杜沙夫人蜡像馆 first, nothing much... not much changes compare to our first HK trip, so didn't take much photos.. After tat, feeling hungry, went into this restaurant called Bubba Gump Shrimp Co. to have our dinner... This is the place where we felt most comfortable of all.. We can speak in English, felt so much at home.. The food is ex, but quite nice, big portion somemore... haha.. we ordered too much, ended up we need to take away as supper.. lolx..

After finished with our meal, we went up to the Sky Terrace.. this is a package we bought together with the tram tix & 蜡像馆 tix.. Didn't have chance to went up to Sky Terrace the other time due to the weather... Up there is super super cold, can get to see the night view of HK... nice!~

A super tiring day... headed back to hotel to rest...















































































== End of Day 3 ==